Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Woke up @ 3 plus, slacked all th way at home watching tv. Bathe &left house @ 6 plus. Cab to BBDC for baby to enrol his bike. I dont know if i should enrol ._.
Aftermath, cab down to bugis for our shopping. Nothing caught my attention as shops are closing. Only afew shops are left open. Disappointed. I bought a shirt for baby ;D
Had a puff &decided to head home. Saw bao ting on th way. Chatted, smoke &eat. She left after eating. While baby &i slacked till 12 &took train back home.
Baby went back home already. Bu she de sial. But what to do? Haha. Will be meeting him later on to go re-born hair &shopping again ^^V
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I breakdown, i cried. Lost in direction. I'm stress. Facing my family suck ;d Who can lead me out of all this shit at home?
I've tried my very best to be nice, to be good. But what shit i get?
Can anyone help me?
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Something really bad happened @ my house last night )): Quarrels always happen around in my house. when then can it all stop?
It's not that i dont wanna keep things from you guys, it's just that it's really hard for us to communicate, you understand? &this gap has already been there for sooooo many years, how can you expect me to communicate with you?
Due to what my mum said yesterday, some conflicts occur between all of us. Went down for a puff &to calm down. Had a tiff with baby, But it was nothing big. Had it all sort out before heading back home.
Why must you caused everything to ended up in this state? Are you happy seeing all this? You &i know very clearly, and everyone around us knows it as well. How can you just deny everything? I really dont understand.

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