I'll be happy :D

*updated
Didn't manage to get any bits of rest since just now. My whole body is aching like hell since last night. Back pain, leg pain, arm pain. I predicted tt it would rain during midnight, && it really rains. It's all because of th stupid rain tt caused all these pain now. Love should know why (:
I go continue try sleep again, if really cannot then i surrender ):

I must be happy even if i'm not, from now on (: I dont want to add on stress to others anymore. I dont people to be always th one sparing a thought for me, instead i'll be th one sparing thoughts for others. Now, i dont need people to always be th one making me happy, instead i'll be th one who make others happy. I've learnt alot. To be independent, to be a better person now. Dont worry, i'm fine && i'll be fine :D