Play hard is all i can see

Today is another day. Not a good day for me. Woke up @ 4 ++, bathe prepared & headed down to Teckwhye. Collected my specs & slacked all th way at there. Till now, i've only eaten one meal, @ meiling's house. Dont really got th apetite to eat, But somehow i'm hungry. Headed home damn early, 9 ++
Today didnt meet love as he dont want to. Think tomorrow might be going out whole day with love. But i guess he would be going to meet his friends again after his lessons bah. Yujing wants to go out play ! && so long didnt watch th Jikembo of young Kindaichi alrdy. So, tomorrow i'll be going to hunt for th Part 4 disc :D Hopefully, tomorrow will be a fine day out with love :DDDD Imisshim truly loads ):
I got a feeling tt i'm going to faint soon. Strengthless....

I'll be happy :D

*updated
Didn't manage to get any bits of rest since just now. My whole body is aching like hell since last night. Back pain, leg pain, arm pain. I predicted tt it would rain during midnight, && it really rains. It's all because of th stupid rain tt caused all these pain now. Love should know why (:
I go continue try sleep again, if really cannot then i surrender ):

I must be happy even if i'm not, from now on (: I dont want to add on stress to others anymore. I dont people to be always th one sparing a thought for me, instead i'll be th one sparing thoughts for others. Now, i dont need people to always be th one making me happy, instead i'll be th one who make others happy. I've learnt alot. To be independent, to be a better person now. Dont worry, i'm fine && i'll be fine :D

Hopes rainbow comes fast!

Th day before did nothing much. Slack at home all day long. Cse wake up damn late lah. Then dont feel like going out alrdy. Love overnight at my house. Slept, wake up in th afternoon. Prepared & went out. Love went to meet his mum @ Simei, while i go BBDC top up his acc for him. Aftertt, went Teckwhye to collect my testimonials && cert. Wanted to collect my specs, but it was close on monday. Damn angry loh @#$%^&* Meet meiling & co. Slacked there till 7 plus, headed over to BBDC meet love. He had his lessons till 11 plus. All th waiting for him && in th meantime read some magazine. After his lessons, went to take money && then to have my breakfast, lunch + dinner. Laugh! Cse you know why? Meiling dont want pei me go eat! Hahaha!
After dinner, slacked till 12 plus, love went to find yj & i went home. All th way didnt contact with him till he reaches home. Fall asleep while waiting. Wanted to help him book his lesson, but i couldn't find him now. So will be waiting for his calls till later bah. So i think i wont be sleeping as i do not have to right mood to sleep now!

*I still couldn't sleep ley. Lol. Later i might be going Teckwhye, or maybe Woodlands, or maybe Gombak. See how it goes later on bah :D Skali i cant wake up later. Like tt should be whole day staying home alrdy. *All i've said are truly from deep within me. So, believe it or not is up to you. I've got nothing else to say.

Alot things happening around you recently && you have been really stress about it. All this i know. I'm always supporting you, helping you && i'll still be supporting you & helping you with all i can. This you know it clearly. You just dont think too much about it okay? Rainbows come after th rain yea :D So things will definitely turn out to be fine for you :DDDD

There's nothing called perfect.

Photos of chalet will be uploaded real soon :] Currently lazy to organise all th photos. Laugh! Will upload them once i've done with organising them :DDD So, wait patiently =)

-Things aren't tt wonderful as it is. Dont judge anything by th outside. It's not as you see. Truth are really ugly! Ugly till i dont want to see it....

Truth are always ugly.

Yujing is finally back home :D
Yesterday morning around 8++ then fall asleep. Woke up in th afternoon, bathe, prepared everything & headed to Lot @ 5 to meet meiling. It's been so damn long since i last meet her loh. Haha. Chatted alot. Left around 7++, meet baby @ cck interchange & hit down to Harbour Front. Went Gaint to get all our BBQ stuffs & then to chalet. Same as th other time. Things cropped up. Reached chalet @ 10pm -.-'' Didn't get to cycle, didn't get to swim, didn't get to play at th sea shore, only BBQ & relax. I swear next time i sure will be there early! Blood boils! Actually thought of staying one more night, But cant ): Disappointing manzx!
During BBQ, some idiots made baby kinda angry, But it wasn't anything serious. After BBQ, bought beers & went back to our chalet. Watch The jikembo of young Kindaichi & off to bed aftertt. There really creepy sial. Can hear all those weird voices coming out from everywhere. Th window, th toilet, even th ceilling. Lol. So difficult to get to sleep loh. Only managed to get a few hrs of sleeps. We went off in th morning around 10. Headed to Vivo for our breakfast, Jia xiang mian :] After eating, all th way sit outside Vivo talking. Talk till 1+, Went to get some DVDs & then head home. We found Detective conan human edition DVD. Haha. So funny loh. Baby watched till halfway fall asleep. Now snoring away like pig like tt. Damn cute lah! >.<
Damn bored now lah. If can stay one more night there, i also wont be doing bird at home ._. Now wondering if i should join baby in sleeping or just relax one corner & wait for him to wake up. Stresssss....